When I move out

When I move out I want 2 children, I want my 2 children to have a room of their own, where they can feel most like themselves. I want a big backyard for my children to run around in for hours until they cannot run anymore.

In my backyard I want a garden, a garden blooming with flowers of all colours. I want a swinging bench big enough for all of us to sit on during late nights watching bats fly around under the moon shine.



I don`t want my future home to be too big, so it wont swallow me whole. But I still want 2 floors, so my children can run up and down for hours. I want there to be 3 bedrooms, just enough for all of us. I`d like a green sofa, with throw pillows with every colour and pattern you can think of. The walls need to be painted in different colours, and the curtains should be in white floral lace, it wont keep the sun out, but I enjoy lace. My bed sheets could be white with flowers, yellow and pink. Maybe a hint of green. There should be nooks and crannies everywhere, so my children can play hide and seek for days, without ever running out of hiding places. I want to hear laughter at all hours of the day, because I want my children to be safe enough to be happy at any hour. I don`t care too much, as long as I have happy children running around, making the floors creek because they feel safe enough to be happy.



When I move out I`ll probably be alone, in an empty house with empty rooms, that ill dream about being filled with the laughter of happy children someday. I`ll try to grow a garden with flowers, but I`ll give up when the garden rots after I get the summer blues.

I don`t want my future home to be too big, because the big empty rooms will remind me of my aloneness.